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Sunday, June 5, 2005


........I leave for a week and no one is doing anything *rolls eyes*

Wednesday, May 25, 2005


Once the darkness left it's home, and it was a very odd time for it.

Look at how the humans go about, so different from me.
it's hard to think they would compare us

it saw many things, both like itself and like it's brother.
it saw how humans could be so unaware of what was really happening,
and how they would focus on such odd things. it saw so much....

it found the trip very interesting,
but knew it was only a short joy ride before it had to go back home.

the darkness never was sure if it was sad about that.

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Current mood: drained

Sunday, May 22, 2005


Birthday came and went, avoided anyone pointing it out~

..................dammit, you're going to throw a surprise one in a few days just to throw me off, aren't you Yoru? --*

Though the presents are always nice......no, of COURSE I don't like how it says someone actually gives a damm, and no, I don't care that none of them ever ask when my birthday is >.> Birthdays are a stupid traditions and I don't see why people make such a big deal about them.....

And yes, still not going to class >.> I think they may try to force me to see Nanami-sensei in a few days >.<

Current mood: blank

Wednesday, May 18, 2005


Yes, I'm still not back to class. No, I don't plan on responding to they're demands.

read a good book, dreams still happening >.<
And nothing really going on, as always.

.........I think I'll try to take a nap, futile as I know it is

Current mood: depressed

Monday, May 16, 2005


So, what has been going on with me........

Well, had that meeting, and they sorta want me to talk to Nanami-sensei and I guess they have a point since I sorta fainted in History class on saturday. Yeah ._.
I didn't see Nanami-sensei after the spell because he was out then, and yeah.... ^^*
They say I can't go back to class till I do something about it, so even more free time to kill for right now >.>

Yoru has been talking about getting his apartment now that he's done being a idiot at the hotel,
so just working out what he'll still pay for and stuff like that. It'll be a little odd at first, I've tended to have a roommate or something like that so not having one.....

And just work stuff. It's been a bit more active then normal as of late, as you know Yoru-chan.
And we still need to talk how that will work into the move....

Oh yes, and the dreams are back >.> I wasn't having them for a bit, and was starting to hope they had gone away. No such luck, have had them the last four nights in a row >.<

*How* I could be so optimistic a few post ago, I don't know >.> At lest things are going as well as they ever do with Sei *rolls eyes*

Poems of the Post:
...For Mercy has a human heart,
Pity a human face,
And Love, the human form divine,
And Peace, the human dress
-- William Blake, Song of Innocence

Cruelty has a human heart,
and Jealousy a human face,
Terror- the Human Form Divine,
and Secrecy the Human Dress.

The Human Dress is forged in Iron,
The Human Form a fiery Forge,
The Human Face a Furnace seal'd,
The Human Heart its hungry Gorge.
-- William Blake, Song of Experience

Current mood: crappy

Sunday, May 15, 2005

7:20PM - OOC: Guess why I'm not in chat? - -*

AIM hates me today, so yeah >.<
It'll get to step 1. and it dies on me @-@ Going to see if it works on a other pc.....

*sighs* I'll go work on logs or something. That and make a post for Yoru..... *pokes that journal*
Oh yes, and am making a icon with one of Chi's scans :D It'll be done and posted some time tonight.

EDIT: MSN loves me though :o RenTheRPer@hotmail.com if ya feel like dropping me a line

LAST EDIT: AIM Express loves me, so I can get on AIM now kinda ^^

Friday, May 13, 2005


Another of those dreams last night, yay --*

Also have to meet with someone about my odd sleeping habits today, I think they may want Nanami-sensei there....
I'm not looking forward to this talk >.< It's not like this is effecting my grades, I'm still pretty much top of my class since I'm mainly in there to interact anyway :/

But on the other hand Yoru-chan did call me last night from the hotel. He's soundly slightly better,
but I still wish they would both get over themselves and make up >.>

And of all things, he got a call from Rain last night. Very.....ironic considering what's going on right now for him.
Honestly, this is about the same way he acted when she left, which *really* says something about what he feels for Sora-kun

Not that Sora-kun will ever accept that --#

Now I must flee, as I'm technically not suppose to be doing this during class :X

Quote of the post: "Advice when most needed is least heeded."

Current mood: artistic

Thursday, May 12, 2005


Mmm, waking up late always throws me off @-@
They are so going to call me latter about missing school...... >.<

So, like at 9-10pmish I'm up and helping Yoru-chan move into his hotel room.
He seems to have calmed down, but it's not a good kind of calm >.>
Yeah, I guess the two of us are on good terms {guess it helps that I'm feeling good for once ^^*}
but he still decided he wants some distance from everything. I think he's even talking about quiting the collage classes he's taking here.......

I think I woke up late because I went to bed late {3am I think? :/} since the insomnia came back last night >.>
I've actually been sleeping well the last few days, so hope this isn't a relapse......

And, um, I really liked the other night Sei *grins with a slight blush on his face*
I was thinking maybe we could just hang out sometime soon? Up to you what we do...

So overall all is going well for once, just one or two issues ^^

Quote of the post: Hershey's makes millions of kisses a day...all I'm asking for is one

Current mood: groggy

Tuesday, May 10, 2005


Joy, life is going *so* well right now --#

Yoru has been staying at my apartment the last few days, but I think hiding is the more fitting term in this case.
Because of *course* he's the only one having relationship problems and I *really* need to add a sulking Yoru to my plate >.<#

Oh yes, and the last few days have been *so* fun, what with the emotional roller coaster that is having both Kitamura-sama and Sei in the same room >.>
And I so love that this happened right after our talk Sei, isn't that interesting?

I think I'm going to read some "Johnny" now......

Quote of the post:
"A person knows he has found his true love when they call that person and say: Honey, I just killed someone. And that persons response is: where do we hide the body?"

Current mood: cranky

Monday, May 2, 2005


LiveJournal Username
What's your age?
What are you wearing?
Will get their body glitter all over your nice outfit.demented_chibi
Will go home with a drag queen._analytic
Will drink way too much and bitch slap a random homo.chemlab_ramen
The random homo.shinichirou_kun
Will cry before the night is over.teh_ran_lol
Number of drinks you will have.17
You will have fun.True
Chances that you end up getting laid.
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*still not feeling all that happy*

Quote: A lie travels round the world while truth is putting her boots on.

Current mood: depressed

Friday, April 29, 2005


BOOM goes the dynamite *CHOLESTEROL FREE*yes, nabbed another odd one XD

Current mood: enthralled


Cookie Generator
by Hutta

Something random *blinks*

Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.

What DDR Song Are You?

Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

*points up* Because it made me think of you Sei ^-^

You are... Masato/Max!

Which Pokemon Character Are You?
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Awwwww, he looks so cute ^^

Quote of the post: You may only be one person to the world, but you may also be the world to one person.

OOC: and yes, working on image albums for Ren and Your now, thanks to you guys >.< Ren has 3 songs so far,
and Yoru will have to wait till after I get some sleep

and yeah, I'm just saying all posts are *before* our current RP until we actually finnish it :D

and may I say I'm very amused how much of us are on SK omgz now XD
*goes off to make/find Lyserg icon*

Current mood: sleepy

Thursday, April 28, 2005


Guess who isn't sleeping again? YAY! -_-

more quizzes to kill my boredom~

What you do in your spare time?
How many hours (on average) do you sleep at night?
If you are on any medication, which ones?
You're Crazy Level
Quiz created by Eric at Blog Quiz
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a little late, but thought you might like this Ichikawa-san because of your karaoke the other day ^-~
I sooo love crack XD

And 5 quotes for this post to make up for missed ones in others >.>
1. Virginity like bubble, one prick all gone.
2. "Hear and you forget; see and you remember; do and you understand."
3. "The believer is happy. The doubter is wise."
4. It is never too late to be what you might have been.
5. If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and a man.

OOC: And fyi Nao, I'm putting this as *before* our current RP. or more I'm putting that RP after this post....

Current mood: awake

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

11:47AM - I never learn, do I?

LiveJournal Username
Favorite number?
Hair color?
Choice of side item?
Never showersdemented_chibi
Only eats beans on Thursdays_analytic
Once made love to their toaster...and then the blender._flower_boy
Has hoes in different area codeswillnevershutup
Hated Barry Whitesauntering_down
Picks their boogers...and EATS them!sauntering_down
Hates you.shinichirou_kun
Likes to take pictures of themselves naked.sorasbetterhalf
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LiveJournal Username
Favorite Word
Attacks you because they are insaneranrin
Tries to make out with youdemented_chibi
Sees you and leaveswillnevershutup
Gets you to sign their LJ Slam Book_analytic
Becomes your best friendgoodwithawhip
Is really some creepy weirdo old man8arnyrul32
Takes you out to a wonderful restaurantcamwhore_desu
Brings DVDs and you have a crazy fandomfestreluctant_uke
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Current mood: exanimate


LiveJournal Username
Type of weapon
Secret power?
The evil villian..._flower_boy
The mastermind...sorasbetterhalf
Who kidnaps you...demented_chibi
Your sidekick who should come save you is..._flower_boy
They never came,so you were saved by your secret lover...demented_chibi
Who rapes you in the middle of all this...demented_chibi
Your final battle was with..._kitaaa
Did you win?True
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LiveJournal Username
Favorite Day Of The Week
The Person You Marry_analytic
The Bridesmaid_flower_boy
The Best Man_analytic
The Celebrant8arnyrul32
The Person Who Gets Drunk And Spews On The Bridedemented_chibi
The Person Who Wishes You Were Marrying Themdemented_chibi
Total Number Of Guests At The Wedding168
Total Cost Of The Wedding$68,446
Quiz created by Nat at Blog Quiz
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LiveJournal Username
Favorite Colour
Your Age
Your Spouse Isteh_ran_lol
Your Mother Iswillnevershutup
Your Father Isshinichirou_kun
Your Sister Isteh_ran_lol
Your Brother Isdemented_chibi
Your Grandma Iscamwhore_desu
Your Grandpa Issorasbetterhalf
The Family Pet_kitaaa
Quiz created by Nat at Blog Quiz
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Uh...... ._.
N-not quite my birthday yet, but was think I'd see what I'd get fo-

.....I'm just going to sit in a corner now okay?
I really need to stop traumatizing myself with these ._.*

Current mood: traumatized


LiveJournal Username
best sleepover game??
flashes the pizza delivery dude_kitaaa
spends the entire time nakedranrin
ruins the end of the movie for everyoneshinichirou_kun
falls asleep first and gets drawn onsorasbetterhalf
you end up making out withdemented_chibi
records itshinichirou_kun
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*blushing* uhh.....
*runs to hide*

....also Yoru-chan has been quick to point out my birthday is less then a month away >.<
He knows I've never really celebrated before, but knowing him he has plans >.>

OOC: and yessss, I have decided on Ren's b-day ^^ *gets to have fun since he has none listed to the best of her knowledge*

Current mood: sleepy

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

12:45AM - More quizzes

LiveJournal Username
Who is your favorite Final Fantasy hero?
Inversely, who is your favorite Final Fantasy villain?
What is your weapon of choice?
Moogles or Chocobo?
So, wanna go camp Valkurm Emperor then go farm beehive chips in Giddeus?
Angsty hero with pointy hair and a MYSTERIOUS PAST.shinichirou_kun
Main hero's romantic interest that can summon stuff!ranrin
The diminuitive Black Mage. BLACK MAGES RAWK._kitaaa
The rough and tumble airship captain!sorasbetterhalf
Uh ohes! COMIC RELIEF! No one likes your character.willnevershutup
The strong but silent ninja who only has three lines.camwhore_desu
The extremely hyper girl that can talk with animals and crap.reluctant_uke
Angry goth with a ten foot katana who wants to use the power of the planet to become a godshinichirou_kun
Quiz created by Rob at Blog Quiz
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*blinks* as always, that was interesting >.>

You are Heroin (aka: smack, dope, brown sugar...).
You are the most dangerous drug between all
other kinds. You are bold, deep, dark,
mysterious, have your own world. You are
classified as class (A) illegal drugs.

What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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moving on for today >.>

I also had a good time today, dealt with that situation the _right_ way *has a slight blush on face and a stupid grin*
....And maybe we could talk about it sometime Fuji-chan? I could give you the heads
up on how it is, and you could give me some advice? *is hopeful*

Quote of the post:
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

Current mood: ecstatic

Monday, April 25, 2005

3:44AM - Quiz time~

LiveJournal Username
The name of your zombie infested home town.
Your zombie killing weapon of choice.
How much do zombies scare you?
Oh noes!!11 A zombie! What do you do?
Blasting zombies left and right with a freaking twelve guage. What do you think?_analytic
Curled into a fetal position crying their eyes out.teh_ran_lol
Is pwning some zombies with Don't Stop Me Now playing in the background._kitaaa
Is sitting at home watching CNN and eating ice cream._analytic
Get ripped to pieces by the zombies. Bummer.shinichirou_kun
Is the zombie king who you must destroy to end the zombie menace._analytic
Number of zombies you decapitate.646
Chances you survive the zombie swarm.
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You are an

That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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*blinks* well that was interesting

Sunday, April 24, 2005


I slept well for once 0.o

and it's too quiet here.........*evil giggling can be heard*

Quote of the post:
"FOR SALE: 1 set of morals, never used, will sell cheap."

Current mood: plotting

Saturday, April 23, 2005


Tonight- or last night, depending at how you look at it - was very interesting. *grins*
It's been too long since the last time I went to a karaoke bar, and I maneged to sing a bit.

Everyone got along despite last night's party {still no clue *what* actually happened, but it put everyone on edge}
and I think everyone in general had a good time ^^

Also dealt with a- "topic" that came up in Sora-kun's party.
Not how I was thinking it would go, but one way or another it *has* been dealt with.
It's a interesting resolution......but honestly not the one I was hoping for.

But how often *does* one get what they hope for?

Going to sleep now, thinking I may be able to get in at lest a few hours >.<

and because I'm rather found of quotes, starting a new trend for my posts

Quote for this post:
Did you hear about the cannibal who loved children? He just adored the platter of little feet..

OOC: And like, a big chunk of Sat I'm out of house for work x-x I'll be able to get on tomorrow, but the question of will anyone *else* be on... @-@

Current mood: good

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